Better Off

I feel so low. I've never felt so low after all these years. Kasi naman, natalo kami sa lawn tennis doubles division. what hurts the most was not because we lost but I think I am losing a friend. Masakit isipin na she doesn't accept defeat as much as i do. I feel na ako ang reason bakit natalo kami. She said it herself: "Mag Singles na lageh ko next year."

I admit that I'm WEAK. She is better Off without me. I feel really, really low. she should have told me that I need more practice and that she will try singles next year. But it was like.. [Behind my back]. Di ko maintindihan ang isipan ng tao. Balibalikdat kung minsan. minsan positive tapos Negative. Hmmmm...

I'm sorry to have pulled you back from the glory of winning. I,myself felt bad about the defeat. It was worth it. I was astound by your words of wisdom before our game. " Win or Lose i accept gihapun namo". You ate your words. The experience of the District meet was worth it but the feeling na pinapamuka sa iyo na weak ka..na lozer ka.. mas masakit pa sa pagkakatalo ko sa laro.

Thank you sa masasakit na salita. Baka ito pa ang maging inspiration ko na mag practice nang maigi. i'll be stronger than before. I'll be better and I'll aim for the highest point in life. Kahit anong distansya ng point na iyan.. kakayanin ko. I'll prove to everyone that i'm not that weak.

I've learned one thing:
If you think you've done good then do it better next time. If they think you've done bad, prove to them that you were not that bad, prove to them that you can do better the next time. Thank them for giving an inspiration of proving them wrong. In whatever we do.. lift it up to our daddy God and never forget to smile.